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i have short black hair !!


OH MY GAWD .

refuge

i'm done with everything.

if i were to promise to not let it repeat, will you please let me go ?


hahh.




like seriously, i doubt its possibility anyway.

fwdaj

its gonna be a nerve-wrecking day for those taking the olvl results tmr. so all the best okay! and please (thefriends), lemme know how y'all did alright? haha.

and, whatever you do, dont ever EVER ever go srjc!

today, td6 went out. the other left us for his homework (yes i dont believe it too). anyway. we caught mr carrey's movie. he makes a pretty good drag queen. haha. i salute lah!

the common tests are finally over! i really was freaking overjoyed but it lasted as long as the rate an electron uses to go through even the biggest circuit. i realised that the results will come soon enough and i'll get fried like mad. seriously, i forsee a calamity.

blogs are actually quite an alternative used by many to pass time. very retarded but effective in a way too. but it aint personal at all because the whole world sees your secrets. so seriously, you wouldnt wanna broadcast your deepest thoughts unless you are as shallow as xx.

haha. but i need an outlet to note stuff down. i feel old and my brain feels twice as worst. so, i've decided to get a stupid diary.

how moronic.

6thfeb2oo6

its been exactly a year. and really, its like a rollercoaster ride with no boundaries as to how high as in happy everyone felt and also the down moments which are practically unfathomable. ohwell.

okay i wanna complain about the common test. maths only 5questions sia and i take as long as forever to do them. seriously, i doubt i even completed any. haha. what a loser. i went in with all the formulas in my pathetic brain but the easiest ones came out. and if thats not depressing enough, i didnt know how to do the easy ones (it doesnt mean i did the hard ones either). in short, i think i got an F again.

i should just jump down now.

and gp. whoa. best ever. i wrote the essay as if i'm at home i tell you. maybe it was because the forever inactive bowel removal system decided to miraculously act per normal again and caused me some serious stomach churning and eeew. the brain didnt wanna help me think either. so i went to the toilet. then when i came back, i walked into a class full of surprised (maybe shocked) faces. it was the freaking wrong class lah.

so embarrassing. i freaking dont wanna face those people anymore.

then tmr will be econs. why cant it just be multiple choice? stupid shit. i cross my fingers and toes, and pray that the essay questions will have one regarding the road congestion nonsense. just ONE will do fine, really.

AIYAH. pekcek pekcek. everyone like macham mugging their bones out can (nobody is online). and its only common test. can you picture the alvl scenario? haha. we'll all be taking our papers in the hospital for overstressed and overworked kanchiong spiders. somemore we're only from srjc sia.

kok sure is an awesome principal. yay ! =(

Sg'sGp.

i dont know if i learnt/got anything out of today's session but it was funny. its like, we had our own little laughter club. and i bet ours could like beat the rest of the other laughter clubs hands down! ho ho.

tolerance has reached it peak and its sure not taking anymore shit from you. haha. yes you, the self-loving fool. seriously, did you really think that the whole world loves you like they love their own lollipops? sometimes you outta take a step back and rethink your move. no wait, you should start thinking about your move.

it has always never been about you. so get a grip. sorry to burst your bubble but there's more to life than you and your sorry ass.

then there are some who takes things too seriously. something as minor as a tease becomes an outright display of discontentment. so ridiculous lah please. grow up, look in the mirror, and grow up somemore.

haha. so much for a new year. they said dragons will get it bad. ohwell.

the hmwk is piling up (okay not really). then the cts are next week. after which , it will be that horrendous ptm for the collection of the results. so spastic lah srjc. sometimes i wonder if brains are actually used for thinking or wiping their backsides.

phay is so persistent about my hair. she says its coloured, messy and long. and she said that i'll hafta see the idunnowho if i dont wanna do something about it. HAHH. then my mum will be called in and maybe i'll hafta shave botak like one of em boys who was caught for longhair (seriously theirs wasnt long one bit). haha. anyway, i think its coolness.

i need laxatives. damn strong ones. NOW.